Chapter 1 – Roadway encounter
A flicker of movement in her truck’s side view mirror caught Carrie’s attention. A black Harley Davidson motorcycle slid out from behind her rear bumper and roared up the left lane until he was even with her door. Where in the world did he come from? She glanced at her speedometer. Uh oh. It said “forty-six.” The speed limit was sixty. A contentious Ridgway Civic Advisory Committee meeting she’d just left distracted her, prompting her normally leaden foot to tread far lighter on her gas pedal than usual.
The biker’s helmeted head turned in her direction. Her heart thumped. Harley riders weren’t known for their kind and understanding dispositions. The helmet’s smoke-glass facemask prevented her from seeing the man’s face, thank God, but she did see strands of thick, blowing beard below the bottom of the helmet, and long, dark hair whipping about in back.
She was certain that behind the facemask the guy was casting her the same sort of dirty look she reserved for unusually slow drivers. “Sorry,” she mouthed.
With a slight shake of his head, then a nod, he gunned the Harley the rest of the way around her.
“Nice bike,” she whispered. One of the few things she remembered with fondness about her dead husband, Spencer, was his pair of Harleys. Why he needed two she had no idea, but she did enjoy riding behind him on their occasional road trips.
The black road monster before her was equipped with large hard-sided saddlebags astride the rear wheel. A duffel bag was strapped upright to the tall struts that formed a backrest for the second seat. Cross-country traveler, she surmised.
She sped up once the man was safely ahead, and found him to be keeping exactly to the speed limit.
The road ahead was as familiar as her own driveway, the turn-off to her father’s Tim Cup Ranch, five miles from downtown Ridgway Colorado, was only three miles ahead. The highway led through gentle hills and sagebrush flats above a valley carved out over the eons by Dallas Creek, which flowed down from the flanks of the Sneffels mountain range to the south.
The straight, treeless stretch of road she was on was bounded by a deep barrow pit on the right. Little remained of the snowbank on the steep bank that edged the left side of the road. Carrie glanced in the rearview mirror again and saw nothing but empty two-lane highway behind her.
Her gaze returned to the road, and to the Harley now comfortably a couple of hundred yards ahead. The early spring daylight was waning and she still had chores at the Tin Cup. Two more miles to the turnoff.
Movement on the side of the road just ahead of the bike caught her attention. A shape familiar to all who lived in the area bolted from the barrow pit and into the road directly in front of the motorcycle.
It was a deer, one of the hundreds that roamed the area. Smoke erupted from the tires as the biker braked hard. Oh no! Carrie covered her mouth and slowed. The man valiantly maneuvered his bike to the shoulder to avoid hitting the deer, but when his front tire encountered the soft gravel just off the pavement, the wheel suddenly wobbled wildly. As the deer scampered away to safety, the motorcycle, still traveling at a high rate of speed, tilted sideways and careened over the edge of the barrow pit. Man and machine disappeared from Carrie’s view.
She reacted more than acted. Amidst a dissipating cloud of smoke and dust, she screeched to a halt and bailed from the truck, dialing 911 on her cellphone as she sprinted to the side of the road. Below, she saw the mangled mess of the bike at the bottom of the barrow pit fifteen or twenty yards farther west. The driver lay on his back almost under the right-of-way fence directly across from her.
Cell coverage was spotty in the area. Carrie prayed the call would go through. It was answered on the third ring. “911 Operator, what is the address of your emergency?”
“There’s been a motorcycle accident on Highway 62, three miles west of Ridgway. I think the driver’s badly injured.”
Carrie started down the slope as the operator asked, “Can I get your name please?”
“Carrie Bringhurst. It happened just now, right in front of me.”
As the ground flattened at the bottom, her foot, clad in a half-heel dress shoe, went through a thin grass covering that gave the illusion of being solid ground. Underneath was thick, cloying mud. She tried to remove her foot but lost the shoe.
She had to get to the man on the other side, so she discarded her other shoe on the embankment rather than lose it, and plunged both feet into the cold, mucky mess.
“Is more than one person injured?” the operator asked.
“No, just this one. I’m trying to get to him but there’s heavy mud.”
She struggled her way through the furrow, now filling with water, that had been carved by the bike. One of the bike’s saddlebags had torn completely off, and she had to thrust it aside to clear her way.
The man lay on the upslope of the other side. He wasn’t moving. Carrie prayed he wasn’t dead.
“Are you there yet?” the operator asked.
“Almost, but it’s slow going in this mud.”
Another car stopped near her truck and she heard doors slam. She glanced up and saw two young girls peering down at her. Neither took a step to help. She shot them a disgusted scowl and continued her task.
A couple more steps and the mud thinned—two more and finally Carrie was on solid ground. She scrambled up the slope.
The rider appeared whole, though his right leg between his knee and ankle looked to be at an unnatural angle. She heard him groan. “He’s alive,” she shouted into the phone. “Please hurry.”
“Check him for injuries,” the operator instructed.
“I can already see that he’s got a broken leg,” Carrie said. “It’s at a weird angle between his left knee and his foot.”
“Any bleeding or protruding bones?”
“Not that I can see.”
“Try to keep his leg still, we don’t want that break turning into a compound fracture, but you better check his head before doing anything else.”
The man’s head was turned away from her. Carrie kneeled beside him and spoke, “Sir. sir, can you hear me? The man’s head lolled in her direction. The lens of his face shield was gone, apparently torn away in the violence of the crash. She looked at his face and caught her breath. A small rivulet of blood came from his nose and ran down to his mouth. But a nasty cut over his left eye was bleeding profusely, pooling over his eye and spilling down toward his ear. “He has a nasty cut over his left eye,” she shouted into the phone. “Lots of blood.”
“Is he conscious?”
Carrie heard a siren wind up in Ridgway, then another. Ambulance and sheriff, she surmised. “Is the driver wearing a helmet?” the operator asked.
“Yes, but the lens is torn off.”
"Whatever you do, don’t remove that helmet. If he has a broken neck, you could kill him. Do you have anything there to restrain his head movement?”
“If you can get through to him, tell him to not move his head. Is anyone else on scene?”
“Couple of teenage girls are up on the road, watching.”
“Have one of them come over and hold his head in a stable position.”
Carrie shouted across the barrow pit, “Can one of you come over here? I need your help.”
They looked at each other. The short one shook her head. The taller one shrugged. “Okay, I guess, what do you want me to do?” she shouted back.
“Come hold his head steady. Hurry!”
As she waited for the girl to arrive, the man’s eyes focused a bit. He looked at her and his eyes widened. It looked as if he was about to speak. Carrie beat him to the punch. “Sir. If you can hear me, try not to move your head, okay?” She realized she shouldn’t have asked him to do something that might require a head nod. “Don’t move. Just blink your eyes if you understand.”
The man blinked, then blinked again.
“Have you got anything you can use to stop the bleeding?” the operator asked.
“What are you wearing?”
“Slacks and a blouse. I lost my shoes trying to get to him.”
“Use your blouse.”
“Don’t argue. Just do it. You’re wearing a bra, aren’t you?”
“Unless it’s a see-through, it’ll be just like wearing a swim suit. We don’t want this guy drowning in his own blood.”
Carrie was a curvaceous 38-C, but it wasn’t something she wanted to advertise. Stripping beside a state highway would make concealing her endowment impossible. Her bra was one of those that was opaque on the bottom half, but had transparent lace on top, which could prove embarrassing. Her blouse was one of her favorites, blue silk with delicate Japanese Maple leaves etched in, dry-clean only. It would be sad to lose it to such a gruesome task.
Quit being such a puss. This is no time for modesty. She considered tearing the blouse into strips, but that would still require her to take it off, and would take more time. Maybe, just maybe the dry cleaner could get the blood out.
She made quick work of the buttons and shucked off her blouse just as the other girl arrived. “Don’t you say a word,” Carrie hissed. “I’ve got to stop the bleeding. Hold his helmet so he can’t move his head.” She couldn’t help but notice the girl wasn’t muddy. Must have found a drier place to cross.
Carrie knelt beside the man’s head and placed a comforting hand on his shoulder. “Can you hear me, sir?” she asked.
He stirred and said, “yes,” then tried to lift his leg. “Aughhhhhh,” he screamed, unnerving her and her young helper.
“Don’t move!” Carrie shouted, more scared than angry.
He groaned and rolled back, his rummy eyes looking skyward as if he were about to pass out.
“Stay with me,” she commanded, just like she’d seen emergency workers do on television. Did he have a concussion?
She wiped the blood from his nostrils and mouth. His nose was askew just below the bridge, but she couldn’t tell if it was an old break, or if he’d have to get used to looking at a new image in the mirror.
The nose bleed appeared to have stopped, but blood still flowed from the cut above the eye. “Sir, your head is bleeding. I’m going to try and stop it. Hold still please.” She pressed her already crimson-stained blouse against the cut as best she could, and stuffed a wad of it under the edge of the helmet in case the cut went farther than she could see.
As she held pressure, he seemed to focus again. “What h—happened?” he asked, his voice thin and thready.
“You almost hit a deer. Your eye’s cut and you’ve had quite a nose bleed. I think you’ve got a broken leg.
She leaned over him to increase her pressure as a trail of blood escaped the edge of her blouse and threatened to run into his eyes. “Don’t worry about it now,” she said.
The man’s eyes caught hers and widened again. She thought he was about to say something, maybe about how she was dressed, but he broke eye contact and turned his gaze aside.
“Do you hurt anywhere else?” she asked.
“Feels like I broke a couple of ribs, but I can still breathe.”
She thought about opening the front of his leathers, but immediately changed her mind. The tight jacket might be holding things in place better than if he were without it.
“Sweet Jesus, that leg hurts,” he groaned.
“I’m sorry. Help is on the way. I’m not going to leave you.”
Siren blaring and lights flashing, the first emergency vehicle to arrive was the ambulance. Two EMT’s bailed out, gathered their heavy jump-kits and headed straight into the barrow pit. Carrie tried to warn them, but too late. The first one promptly sank to his knees, looked around, and bravely began slogging the rest of the way through. The other EMT stopped at the edge of the quagmire, then ran off to find a drier way across.
A deputy sheriff’s car screamed up behind the ambulance and a few moments later, a highway patrol trooper who shooed away the bystanders who had gathered while Carrie administered to the injured man. Members of the county search and rescue squad were the last to show up.
“How is he?” the muddy EMT asked as he approached.
“Alive but hurting. Broken leg, and he says he has broken ribs.”
“If you’d step back, miss, I’ll take care of him now.”
Carrie stepped aside, grateful that the man didn’t stare. She knew him from her parent’s church. She crossed an arm over herself to protect her modesty as best she could.
The second EMT arrived. She knew him. Clint Keeler was a member of her parents’ church. He nodded, then was kind enough to look past her rather than at her, not making it obvious he’d looked at all. He thanked her for her help, and promptly shuttled her further out of the way to give his partner and the victim his full attention.
Three search and rescue members showed up, one bearing an orange backboard. The third came up behind her, took off his own tee shirt and handed it to her. “Thanks,” she said, giving the guy a grateful smile. “I’m glad someone finally noticed.”
“No need to be embarrassed, ma’am. What you did was pretty heroic.”
Carrie pulled the tee shirt over her head and restored her modesty.
No longer needed, Carrie slogged her way back across the bog to look for her lost shoe. It was a futile search that only served to muddy her arms as well. She finally gave up and climbed toward her truck as the ambulance crew and search and rescue members raced past on the road shoulder above carrying the victim on an orange backboard. Someone must have found them a dry crossing.
Hobbling barefoot across the gravel to the door of her truck wasn’t a pleasant experience. Carrie pulled herself aboard sideways and began scraping gobs of mud from her pant legs. The deputy sheriff, who somehow avoided getting a speck of mud on his uniform, sauntered up and said, “The guy wants to talk to you, ma’am. He’s insisting the ambulance not move until he does.”
“Me?” Carrie asked.
“Yup. Better come with me.” The deputy spun and stepped toward the rear of the ambulance.
Why? She shrugged and followed, shaking mud from her fingers as she went.
The open ambulance doors revealed the man strapped to a gurney against the left wall, his head facing her. An IV bag dripped fluid into his left hand. His broken leg was now secured inside a bulky air cast.
The attendant bending over the victim was Clint Keeler. He lifted his head and looked at her. “I understand he wants to see me,” she said.
Keeler, nodded. “He sure does. Won’t let us go anywhere until he talks to you. Apparently, you made quite an impression.” He extended her a hand and helped her climb into the ambulance.
“Sit there.” Clint said, indicating a metal bench attached to the right wall. She assumed it was where a second attendant or passenger sat when the vehicle was in motion.
The patient groaned and shifted just enough to prompt a warning from Clint. “Try not to move, sir. It will only make the pain worse. I’m going to give you something to make you more comfortable. Are you allergic to anything?”
“Not that I know of.”
“Ever had morphine?”
“Yeah, a long time ago. Don’t put me out, okay?”
Clint obscured Carrie’s view the man’s face, but she could tell he was responding through clinched teeth.
“I won’t,” Clint said, “just enough to take the edge off.”
After administering morphine into the man’s IV, Clint looked at her and said, “Okay, you can come up and talk to him now. Make it snappy. We’ve got to get this guy on his way to Montrose.”
Carrie moved to where the man could see her. “Hello,” she said. “That was quite a tumble you took.”
Though his helmet was strapped down and his head couldn’t move, his eyes could. They locked onto hers. She was struck by how blue and intense they were. Almost like…no, not possible. If he had a concussion, it didn’t show.
He blinked once, winced, and clinched his teeth. When the wave passed, he said, “Thanks for helping me.” Though strained, his voice was deep, rich, almost like a radio announcer. It sounded familiar—so familiar that it dredged up pain that she didn’t dare consider. Surely this couldn’t be… “I’m glad I could help,” she responded. “Anyone would have done the same.”
She felt movement against her left leg and looked down to see the man’s hand seeking hers. Something—the voice—the eyes—compelled her to comply.
“Would you ride with me? Please?” There was urgency in his voice. “There’s something I need to ask you to do.”
She shot Clint a panicked glance. Maybe he would say that such things weren’t allowed, but all he did was give her a casual shrug and an affirmative nod.
“I…I, well, I guess I could.” She had never ridden in an ambulance. The prospect frightened her. When her gaze returned to the stranger’s eyes, something stirred—a vague hint of recognition that disturbed her. She looked away and asked, “Do I know you?”
His voice sounded rummy. The drugs taking hold she guessed. He gave her hand a barely perceptible squeeze and a slight smile touched the corners of his mouth. “We’ll talk about that, Carrie.” Then his eyes dimmed and lost focus and his hand fell away.
“Clint, is he okay?” she asked, alarmed. Clint checked the man’s vitals. “He’s fine,” he said. “It’s the morphine making him groggy. Get us out of here, Richard,” he called to the driver.
Carrie was surprised how quiet the siren seemed inside the vehicle. She sat back on her bench, just an arm’s length away from the victim. Clint sat on another small bench nearer the patient’s head. He ignored Carrie as he watched the readouts of instruments connected to the man.
As the vehicle rounded the intersection in Ridgway onto north-bound Hwy. 550, Carrie was perplexed. We’ll talk about it, Carrie? How did this stranger know her name? Perhaps he’d overheard one of the emergency people use it. She asked Clint, “Do you have any idea who this guy is?”
Clint glanced up from his instruments. “Never seen him before. I’ve got his wallet though.” He patted a large pocket over his chest. “When we get to the hospital, we’ll check it out. Why?”
“Just curious, that’s all.” She wasn’t about to voice her feeling—no—more an intuition—that this man was familiar.
The patient groaned and shifted a little, which prompted yet another groan. Carrie felt a rush of sorrow for him. The guy apparently took some comfort in holding her hand. Could he still sense that she was there? She reached out and grasped his hand again, leaned over and said, “I’m still here.” He gave her hand that same barely perceptible squeeze he had before, and seemed to relax.
All the way to Montrose, her mind asked the same question over and over. How does this guy know my name?
Chapter 2 – At the Hospital
When the ambulance rolled to a stop, things happened fast—faster than Carrie could keep up with. Someone threw the doors open from the outside and revealed a gaggle of hospital staff awaiting their arrival. One of them motioned for her to step out, and two others nearly ran her over as she did. In a matter of seconds, the staff and the ambulance attendants disappeared into the building with the victim, leaving Carrie standing alone on an empty ambulance porch. For lack of knowing what else to do, she followed through the double-door entrance.
The emergency room was a labyrinth of curtained cubicles, some open, some not. People dressed in hospital scrubs scurried here and there, paying her no attention.
A hum of activity came from a well-lit cubical at the far end of the floor. Was that where the man was taken? Her curiosity was confirmed when Clint and the ambulance driver stepped out of the curtained space, pulling the ambulance gurney behind them.
“Sorry to leave you waiting in the lurch,” Clint said as he spotted Carrie. “It’s pretty much chaos once we get here. I should have warned you.”
“I’m fine, how’s the guy doing?”
“He’s going to live. The cut on his forehead was bloody, but superficial, and they’ve already reset his nose. He’s going to look like a raccoon for a while. He broke some ribs, but no punctured lung, thank God. The most serious thing is his leg. He’s going to be off his feet for a long time, months probably. Anyone asks, I didn’t tell you any of this. HIPPA laws, you know.”
Carrie used her fingers to zip her lips. “Know who he is yet?”
Clint patted his shirt pocket. “Let’s take a look. I’ve got to turn this over to the charge nurse, so if she sees us, I’ll tell her we’re looking for medical notifications…Robert Edward Rasmussen,” Clint said as he held the driver’s license where she could see it. “Born in 1986.”
“We’re the same age,” Carrie said. “Rochester, New York? I don’t know anybody from there.”
“Long way from home,” Cint said. “We don’t see a lot of New York folks in Ouray County, especially this early. Wonder what he’s doing here?”
“Probably just passing through.” Carrie said. “A lot of West Slope travelers do that on their way to the Four Corners.”
“He sure attached himself to you.”
“I know. Maybe because he’s scared, and I was the first to get to him. How long before you guys can get me back to my truck?”
“Gonna be a good hour or so, time we get the paperwork done. Maybe an hour and a half.”
“I’d kind of like to speak with him before we go. Is that possible?”
“Depends on what they’re doing and what kind of shape the guy’s in. You never know about internal injuries. I’ll let you know if they can sneak you in for a few minutes.”
“Is there anything we can do about this,” Carried asked. She raised her mud-caked, shoeless foot.
“Oh,” Clint exclaimed. “I’ll get you a pair of hospital slippers if I can, if not, at least a pair of hospital socks. It’ll take me a minute to track them down.”
“No problem. I’ll hang out by the waiting room. I’ve got to call my dad anyway.”
“…I’m sorry, Dad, it all happened so fast. This is the first chance I’ve had to call. I didn’t mean to worry you.” Carrie stood in the hall outside the waiting room. Medical staff and patient families talking as they shuffled back and forth required her to put her hand over her other ear to understand her father’s voice.
“The important thing is that you’re alright,” Ted said. “Where’s the truck? Do I need to worry about it?”
“The truck’s fine. It’s safely off the road just south of Huntington Bypass. I’ve got the keys. Clint Keeler says the ambulance crew can drop me back there when they come back. How are the kids?”
“They’re fine. Doing their homework. They got a good laugh when grandpa made them Mickey Mouse pancakes for supper.”
“Good. I’m not sure when I’ll be home, but tell them Mommy had to help a man who was hurt.”
“You want me to cook something for you?”
“No, no. Please don’t. The kids need to be in bed by 8:30. I’ll tell you all about it when I get home. Daddy, have you ever heard of a family by the name of Rasmussen around here?”
“No, can’t say as I have. Why?”
“I haven’t either. That’s the guy’s last name. His ID says he’s from New York. According to Clint, it will be a couple more hours before I get home. If it turns out to be longer, I’ll call you. Thanks, Dad, you’re my rock.”
Carrie hung up and looked at her arms and down at her pant legs. I’m such a mess. She walked to the Ladies’ Room.
“Ugh,” she groaned as she gazed into the mirror. She’d done a cursory job of cleaning her hands and arms in the ambulance, but a film of gray, cakey mud residue still reached past her elbows. Dabs of mud adhered to her shoulder-length, strawberry-blond hair, and a large swipe of mud was smeared across the left side of her face from jaw to ear. Funny, she didn’t remember wiping her face like that.
She wet a paper towel and started to scrub, arms first, then her face. So much for the mascara. She wasn’t into heavy makeup—just a little blush, a smidgen of mascara, even less eye shadow— and a light powder for things like church or committee meetings. Most times, she preferred no makeup at all.
She dealt with her arms and face and then, hoping no one walked in, raised the tee shirt that her search and rescue friend had given her, more mud and blood. She didn’t remember her bra becoming so blood-stained, but it could probably be saved with a good soak in cold water and a trip through the laundry. She wondered what the paramedics had done with her shirt. She’d ask Clint about it. She settled the tee shirt back in place.
There was little she could do about her pants legs, and her nylon half-hose were hopeless, so she took them off, deposited them in the garbage can, hoping Clint hurried with whatever he could find to cover her feet.
As she looked back in the mirror for a last check, a momentary sense of panic seized her. Her purse was on the front seat of her unlocked truck back at the accident scene. Not normally a big deal in rural Colorado, where unlocked vehicles were the norm, but still…
Coming out of the restroom, hunger nibbled at her. She’d last eaten just before noon. She looked around seeking a vending machine, then remembered her missing purse. Okay, a water fountain instead of a diet Coke, and she would just have to command her stomach not to growl—unless—that is—she bumped into someone she knew who might lend her a couple of bucks.
She’d just settled into a waiting room chair and opened a magazine when Clint appeared with a pair of slippers in his hand. “If you want to talk to him, you better do it now,” he said as he handed her the footwear. “He’s going into surgery as fast as they can get him ready. You won’t have much time.”
As they hurried toward the emergency room, Clint said, “I must warn you, he might not remember you.”
“It’s okay either way,” Carrie said, a little breathless.
The helmet was gone and Mr. Rasmussen wasn’t wearing a neck brace. So much for that worry. The jacket, jeans, leathers and shirt were gone, replaced by a standard issue light-blue hospital gown. She hoped the man was enough out of it that he didn’t care that they’d cut all his clothing off, including underwear.
His injured leg was in a sling and elevated, the lower half still encapsulated in the air cast. Though a sheet was thrown over his leg, the sling still exposed the man all the way to the hip. She averted her eyes to avoid embarrassing him—or her.
His shoulders were broad, solid, his arms long and well-muscled. His hands were large and rough, with no jewelry. Even without the helmet, the man’s facial features were barely discernible. His heavy beard and mustache, shot through with occasional gray strands, began high on his cheeks and obscured almost every feature below. She could barely see the line of his lips, and none of his chin. His most prominent feature was his aquiline nose, angry red, swollen, and still at a bit of an angle. Already, two very impressive shiners were beginning to show.
He had thick, shoulder-length hair, straight and dark but not black. His eyes, clearer now, again locked onto hers. The man frightened her a little. He embodied her image of a Hell’s Angels type. She stepped closer, but not too close. “Hello, Mr. Rasmussen,” she said quietly. “I hope you’re doing better.”
He gave her a wan smile. His raspy voice had a drug-induced softness, like an old man’s. “They got me pretty doped up,” he said. “They’re going to slice on my leg a little. Not looking forward to…” A sudden cough seized him. He grabbed his rib cage with both hands and moaned. Another cough shook him, smaller this time. He grimaced as his head fell back to the pillow. “Oh God, my ribs,” he hissed between clinched teeth. “I’ve got to remember not to cough.” Beads of sweat glistened on his forehead as he took rapid, shallow breaths waiting for the pain to subside.
“You probably shouldn’t be talking either,” Carrie said with concern.
“No, no,” he whispered. I just wanted to say thanks for all you did out there—and for babysitting me on the way in. I had no right to ask you to do that. It meant a lot.”
He reached out his hand as if he wanted to take hers again. She hesitated, then thought, “Why not?” If it helped in the ambulance, it might help here as well. She couldn’t escape the sense that there was something familiar about this guy—something that drew her to him.
“I’m glad I could help,” she said, placing her hand in his to comfort him. Her voice was suddenly husky, almost choked up. Where did that come from?
“Do you have family, friends, anyone around here who can help?” she asked. “I’d be more than happy to contact them.”
The man’s eyes held hers as he appeared to mull the thought. Was that disappointment she sensed when he looked away? A light seemed to have gone out in his eyes. “I don’t think so,” he said, “it looks like that’s pretty much gone.”
What a strange answer, not really a yes, but not a no either. Who is this guy?
The cubical curtain slid open and a plump, middle-aged nurse carrying a syringe entered. “Sorry,” she said. “Don’t mean to disturb you, but we’ve got to get him over to the OR.” She held the syringe in front of the man’s face and said, “Mr. Rasmussen, I’m going to inject this into your IV. It’s going to make you sleepy. Understand?”
The man squeezed Carrie’s hand, lifted it, and asked the nurse in a slightly slurred voice, “Can she go with me?”
The nurse gave Carrie a once-over, as if to say, “Who the dickens are you?” then said, “Yes, but only as far as the surgical area doors.”
A burly male nurse came in and politely asked Carrie to step out of his way. Still holding the patient's hand, she moved near the head of the bed as she watched the nurse lower the leg sling. Carrie grimaced as the man groaned and tightened his grip on her hand.
The male nurse unhooked wires and sensors as the lady nurse screwed the syringe into the IV and pushed the plunger. Almost instantly, Carrie felt the man’s grip relax, but his eyes remained locked on hers. She bent to his ear and whispered, “Don’t worry, I’m not going to leave you. You’ll be just fine.” Somehow his being in a hospital gown made him seem far less threatening than when he was dressed in biker’s leathers.
The emergency room bed doubled as a gurney. Carrie paced briskly beside while continuing to hold the man’s hand. He whispered to her a couple of times, but with all the hubbub, she didn’t understand what he said. Just outside the swinging doors leading into the surgical area, the first nurse looked at Carrie and said, “Far as you go, miss. If you’re going to give him a kiss or something, now’s the time.”
Carrie was befuddled. She’d not even thought about that. What did he expect? She looked down and saw his startling blue eyes nearly beseeching her. As if compelled by an unseen hand, she bent and brushed a light kiss across his forehead and said, “Good luck, Mr. Rasmussen. I’ll be praying for you.”
He gave her what under other circumstances would have been described as a drunken grin, and whispered back, “thanks, Puddin’ Head. See ya later.”
Carrie stood frozen in place as the gurney disappeared, her world turned suddenly upside down. She staggered to the wall, then sank to the floor as her knees failed her. Tears flooded her cheeks. Both her hands covered her mouth as she tried to stifle the gut-wrenching wail threatening to escape her throat. No one except Daddy called her by her childhood nickname anymore. Outside of him, only three other people in her adult life had been granted the sacred dispensation to use that nom-de-guerre. One was her best friend, Marci Taylor, who had been killed in a car accident at age nineteen. Eddie Isaacson, her favorite cousin, same age as her, from Delta, He wanted to be a kissing cousin, but in eighth-grade, she thought that just silly. He died of leukemia just three years ago. The third was Ransom Connor, her childhood best friend and high school sweetheart that she thought she’d love forever, but who disappeared from her life ten years ago and smashed her heart to pieces.
So that’s who you are. She didn’t know whether to shout for joy or scream in anger. Memories that were locked and sealed long ago in a never-to-be-entered room in her heart rushed back—and the flood threatened to overwhelm her.
She finally arose and stumbled back to the waiting room where she collapsed into a chair. Her heart pounded and a million questions went off in her mind all at once. She covered her face with her hands and tried to reassert her control. Oh, Ransom…how could I not have known it was you?
Chapter 3– Ransom’s Awakening
What was happening, and why was he running? Why did he feel such fear? He sensed the evil in the darkness behind him, felt it reaching out, clawing at his back, trying to steal his soul. Indistinct faces flashed by his periphery only to disappear and meld with the evil behind.
Then he was no longer running, but fleeing different way, a motorcycle. Yes, that’s it, a motorcycle. But no matter how fast he went, the evil followed. But he was not just fleeing, he was rushing toward something—no not something—someone—a woman—someone he knew—someone he loved. If only he could catch up to her, but no matter how fast he drove, she remained just out of reach. He had to get to her, had to touch her, had to warn her, but she remained just out of his grasp.
As Ransom’ consciousness swam up from blackness through the confusing maze of dreams he couldn’t escape, he became aware of sounds, real sounds that violated the silence—metal on metal, a cacophony of noises and voices he didn’t understand. Finally, his mind focused on a single sound, a voice calling, “Robert…Robert, I need you to wake up.”
But I’m not Robert.
With eyes yet to open, his mind still held the image of the woman, thick, wavy, strawberry blonde hair that fell below her shoulders. She seemed so familiar, but her name was just out of reach. He smiled and reached for her hand, but still could not reach her.
“Robert, you must wake up. Open your eyes, please.” He felt a hand shake his shoulder. Robert…”
Stop it, my name isn’t Robert. He struggled to hold the image of the woman, but try as he might, it receded, faded, until he could no longer see her. He tried to call out, but no sound came, tried to follow, but his frozen limbs refused to move.
Then he realized his name was Robert, at least for now. The female voice was talking to him. He shook his head and lifted strangely heavy eyelids. A flood of light assaulted him, and in the middle of its offensive fluorescent glow was the dark silhouette of a woman. “Good,” she said. “Welcome back. You had us worried for a moment. Try not to go back to sleep, Robert.”
Who is this woman? Where am I? He stirred and tried to raise himself, but a strong hand pushed him back. The woman’s voice said sharply. “Don’t try to move.”
Why the hell not? He thought about pushing the hand away.
The woman continued her verbal assault. “You’re in a hospital in Montrose, Colorado, and you’ve just been through surgery. My name is Katherine. I’m a recovery room nurse. You’re doing just fine, Robert, but the doctor needs to clear you before we can take you to your room and let you go back to sleep. Is there anyone we need to notify that you are here?”
The question required Ransom’s brain to work. The wheels turned slowly. “A—a—I don’t…no, no there isn’t. How did I get here?”
“Your motorcycle crashed somewhere up by Ridgway. They say you’re pretty lucky to be alive. If it weren’t for your helmet…”
“Something gray,” he said, “something gray came at me…but I can’t remember.”
“It’s okay,” the nurse soothed. “You have a mild concussion. It will all come back. Might take a couple of days, but right now we need to get you checked over, then up to your room so you can go back to sleep.”
“What time is it?”
“It’s a couple of minutes after three.”
“Morning or afternoon?”
“Morning. You’ve been with us a little over eight hours”
“I’m freezing to death,” he said. “Why is my throat so sore?”
“You had a breathing tube in. The soreness will be gone in a couple of days.”
His eyes suddenly flew wide open and he panicked. The leather portfolio in the right-side saddlebag, where was it? The leather portfolio itself was unremarkable, easy to dismiss. But if someone saw the file inside, they would know that it contained government papers, the evidence he’d gathered over the last four years, and names, at least one that was highly recognizable. The file was the reason for all he’d gone through—all that led him to disappear and become someone else four years ago. If the file fell into the wrong hands, he might well not survive the consequences. The thought blew all the cobwebs away.
He looked at Katherine with what he hoped were pleading eyes. “I’ve got to get something from my bike. It’s important.”
“Not going to happen. That bike’s probably somewhere up in Ridgway, thirty miles away. But I’ll certainly get you some warm blankets as soon as the doctor looks at you. Are you in pain?”
Ransom had to think about that. While he thought, he coughed—not hard—but it felt as if someone clamped a giant vise-grip around his chest and squeezed. “Oh,” he moaned. He tried to clutch his chest with his arms, but the left one, the one with the IV, was strapped down.
“Broken ribs, three of them,” Katherine said. “Try not to cough.”
“Now you tell me.”
“Sorry, Robert, I’m afraid you’re going to be flat on your back for several days. It’s important that you not move any more than absolutely necessary. We’d hate to have a rib come lose and puncture a lung.” She placed a pillow on his belly. “Press this against your chest if you start to cough. The doctor said that by the looks of you, this isn’t your first rodeo.”
She was correct. It had happened before. An IED on a dusty, Afghan road in Helmand Provence during his first tour. He didn’t remember the explosion, only waking up in a field hospital with every kind of tube imaginable coming out of him. It was his leg that time too—damn near lost it—and his spleen—and the foot on the other side.
One rib went through his right lung, and shrapnel almost finished him off on the other side. So far, by comparison, this was a piece of cake. He took as deep a breath as he dared, relaxed, and let his Zen training take over. Do not let what you cannot do interfere with that which you can.
He lay back and accepted his present reality. His mind went back and held a vision of himself flying through the air, hitting surprisingly soft ground, then tumbling end over end, then a sudden blinding impact, and nothing.
Next thing he remembered then was hearing a female voice, too. Through red, misty vision, he perceived someone standing over him, telling him not to move. He didn’t obey and paid the price. The pain that washed over him threw him back into an oblivion that left only perceptions rather than thoughts.
Then he remembered a woman kneeling beside him, nearly naked—surely that couldn’t be true—she wiped his eyes and the red mist was gone. He’d never been particularly religious, but the thought came to him that this might be his guardian angel. Who’d have known she would be so beautiful?
He shook his head and decided his hallucinations were merely an enticing product of his lunatic, heavily-drugged imagination.